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so.. waay long time no post
life is alright
im taking the good with the bad and trying to make the most out of the bad
its kinda working...
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Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagbacks!
1. i twirl my hair when im thinking or nervous
2. im somewhat of a packrat but when i get in a cleaning mood everything is spotless
3. i can make a shamrock with my tongue
4. energy bars make me go absolutely insane but energy drinks have no effect on me
5. i hate being told i cant do something
6. im a disney fanatic
7. im addicted to victoria's secret
8. im not as innocent as i can appear to be
9. i get annoyed somewhat easily
10. im a procrastinator
Tagged:
Carly
Meghan
Kt
Kaitlyn
Alicia
Dan
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Step 1: Put your iPod or iTunes on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING
1. "Call out the navy, call out the ranks....."
2. "Your story's sad to tell..."
3. "You promise me this, you promise me that..."
4. "You're my shining star, that is what you are..."
5. "I'm the kinda girl that hangs with the guys..."
6. "Daddy sits on the front porch swinging..."
7. "Do you see me, do you care..."
8. "Oh yeah I'll tell you something..."
9. "What ya been doin, what ya been doin..."
10. "With a little love and some tenderness..."
11. "Whatever you do, I'll do it too..."
12. "It's time to play the music, it's time to light the lights..."
13. "I want you to know, that I'm happy for you..."
14. "Can't push me round now, I'm drawing the line..."
15. "Notice me, take my hand..."
16. "When I'm done with thinking, then I'm done with you..."
17. "One small girl, in a tree..."
18. "Oh you know I have seen a sky without sun, a man with no nation..."
19. "I have no choice but to hear you..."
20. "Sure as a wave needs to be near the shore, you are the one i was intended for..."
okay, now that i have that out of my system.....
band trip was this weekend and i had a great time...
today was okay... went to school and ended up going home 2nd period....
watched a little tv with carly and then she passed out on the couch and i somehow fell alseep in a computer chair.... still puzzling over that one...
pretty much feel emotionally and literally drained right now....
comments on this entry would be nice :D
peace out
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Put your ipod music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up.
1. What's my mood like right now?
Razzle Dazzle- Chicago
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Friend of Mine- Eve 6
3. What kind of person are you?
Crossing the River- Batman Forever
4. Am I loved?
Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely- BSB
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Everyone's a Little Bit Racist- Avenue Q (??????)
6. What should I do with my life?
The Suffering- Coheed and Cambria
7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Three Evils- Coheed and Cambria
8. What is my best quality?
Deep Inside- Incubus
9. How does my sex life look?
A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes- Cinderella
10. What's the meaning of life?
Come with Me- Spamalot
11. What do people think of me?
You'll be in my Heart- Tarzan
12. Would I make a good catch?
Girlfriend- NSYNC
13. How crazy am I?
Do You Believe In Magic- Aly and AJ
14. Will I have a good life in general?
Twelve Thirty- The Mamas and The Papas
15. Can he ever really love me?
Six Feet Under- No Doubt
16. Can me and ??? ever be more than friends?
I'm A Believer- The Monkeys
17. What's going to happen to me this week?
Protecting Me- Aly and AJ
18. Where will I be a year from now?
I Should Tell You- Rent
19. What is my biggest wish?
Cruel Mistress- Flogging Molly (wtf?)
20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
Heartshot Kid Disaster- Coheed and Cambria
21. How will I die?
Long View- Green Day
22. What will happen after I die?
I'm Not that Girl- Wicked
23. How do my friends feel about me?
Goin' Down- The Monkeys
....hmmm.... interesting....
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[12 Mar 2006|12:48pm] |
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so the musical is over..... my last show at kennedy..... it was really weird not being onstage for it, i missed it so much.... i felt so detached from everyone and everything.....
the diner was tons of fun tho, practically everone went... one of the best times ive had in a long time.....
college update:
Westconn: accepted for music
Ithaca: accepted academically, not for music
St. Rose: same as Ithaca
UCONN: waiting list, not for music
so now i ask myself.... was it all worth it?
random things have been going on.... went snowboarding once this winter, had fun i wish i had gone more often
lacrosse starts tomorrow.... i will have my outlet once again, as the goalie
sure its a pain in the neck sometimes but there is something about having those lacrosse balls thrown at you and getting in the way that is sort of healing( not counting the bruises i get tho) it helps me deal with stuff i guess..... i just want it to start already
yeah so bummed about a few things, the musical being over is one of them, carly's knee is another, and the others id rather not go into right now....
more later luvs
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[14 Jan 2006|11:12pm] |
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Rest In Peace:
Peter Harold~ 10 years
Nolan Morales~ 1 year
Gone, but never forgotten
I love you both
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okay here is my first weekly update....
Wednesday the 17th: school was okay if i remember correctly... went home and had two hours of music lessons with a half hour break inbetween hours.... i basically went to the car and passed out for 30 mins.... an hour and a half of saxophone... but i gotta do it for my auditions.... still... i wasnt too happy about it
Thursday the 18th: gave my speech in english, lol.... i go up and try to take deep breaths to calm myself down( i hate public speaking) and i guess it looked like i wasnt breathing so joe told me to breathe... it was funny... i got a 100% on my speech but apparently i talked too fast during it? damn nerves....
Friday the 19th: asked cindy what she and lindsey wanted for their birthday...and i think it was a good day... i dont remember it totally tho... oh well
Saturday the 20th: went thanksgiving shopping with mom and dad and got cindy and lindesy's birthday presents: the rent movie soundtrack, the wicked soundtrack and these two cute, really soft cat beanie babies; went home, lounged about for a few hours and then got ready to go to their party... i wore this really pretty black and white striped dress that makes me look thin( :) ) and then wrapped their presents and shannon did my hair and i did my makeup and then uncle mark and aunt laurie drove me and meg to the party, it was absolutely amazing! cin and lou looked so grown up! the food was good, sarah's speech was soooo funny, the dancing was fun(esp after they broke out the glowsticks, lol), i made lindsey open her gift early and she jumped on me hehe.... i <3 my dance girlies! lol, um....and thats abou it for sat...
Sunday the 21st: the only thing that realy happened was that carly came back from boston
Monday the 22nd: did my movie review for Rent on kennedy live... people really liked it apparently so i might be doing more movie reviews in the future.... um.... and again not much going on ....
Tuesday the 23rd: dress down day which was clash day but i didnt feel like clashing so i just wore a bright pink shirt and my black jeans... got comments on my shirt and how people liked it... some people were like, "omg, you are wearing a color!" lol, found out some stuff that wasnt great at all... tom, chris, rob, bernie, kerri, christian, mark, and other alumni came and visited and that was way cool... i miss them terribly.... acappella meeting, worked on annie waits....
Wednesday the 24th: no school.... slept in late, had saxophone lessons for about an hour and a half... wasnt too bad.... im doing much better on the piece than i was before... saw Rent with carly, meg, shannon and hilary... ran into lauren there which was cool and then the movie started... IT WAS AMAZING!!!! I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!!!! two parts made me cry... but then again the same parts made me cry when i saw rent on broadway... got home, talked with people online for a bit, dealt with a problem, went to bed
Thursday the 25th, thanksgiving: great day.... grandma, megs family and two of dad's friends came over for dinner(which we had at like 3 in the afternoon) played backgammon with meg and hilary a bunch of times.... watched charlie and the chocolate factory with dad, carly and shannon and now im updating here..... i think im gonna go now.... feel free to comment on this entry!
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i dont get how i can have the best weekend ever, and then the shittiest week follows it....
okay lets recap back to friday:
went into school wearing a tiara for my birthday on saturday, i <3 tiara's! plus some people called me princess... :D had a great day in school, everyone was nice to me and telling me happy birthday
saturday:
woke up to my mom singing me happy birthday, then as i am about to go downstairs, carly stops me and decides to list all the things i can now legally do because i am 18... the list basically went like this
Carly: you can... legally pick your nose!..... kick people.....
Me: i can legally hire a stripper
Carly:.....*nostrels flare*......*throws hands up* WHOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol.... how i love my sister
so i went downstairs and opened the cards from my family and my present, the llbean bag i asked for so that made me happy( i will post pics of it sometime soon) and in one of the cards there was a note saying that i would get charlie and the chocolate factory as soon as it came out.... spent the afternoon lazing about and then doing some dusting and cleaning of the house and then got ready to go to Olive Garden with my parents, carly and meghan.... so we get to olive garden at like 5 and we are told its about an hour and a half wait.... so we wait... carly and meg and dad went back to the car while mom and i stayed outside and mom chatted it up with other people waiting to be seated and then mom and i moved inside cause we were cold and she chatted it up some more as i listened to my ipod and then we were finally called to be seated and mom told me to go in and call carly to tell them to come in to eat... so i did that and then mom came to the table and a little bit after that dad, carly and meg appear and we ate salad and breadsticks and then carly and meg went to the bathroom and came back with stolen kiddie menus and crayons... and my mom is like how old are you and that didnt really work and then she started being all like "you are depriving little kids of these menus" and as she was saying it, my dad grabbed one and crayons and started coloring too! and then we ordered our food.... tour of italy = yum! and then all of a sudden i hear singing.... it was a little embarassing but it was cool... plus the cake was yummy! and by that time me carly and meg are super hyper... and then we go home and watched the Beatles Help! and then meg went back to her house and i got to meet jude finally! lol i think i scared him a lil... hes a quiet guy...
sunday:
dan, adrianna, alicia, and mickey all came to go see chicken little at brewster, vicki was supposed to go too but she got stuck working but its okay, the movie was okay... it was good but they overkilled on the pop culture references... oh well... so that was my great weekend....
this is where it all falls apart
Monday:
just a really stressful day, thought i lost my favorite ring in school, emptied out my purse, checked the hallways and the office... get back to class, look in my purse for a pen and hey! theres my ring, which i dont get.... at all.... *sigh*
Tuesday:
again stressful day, waiting for musical parts to come out.... by this time... i auditioned about two weeks ago and was just really anxious for the parts to come out....they didnt....
Wednesday(aka today):
get to school, see cast list, very upset, much crying ensues..... thank you to all my friends who helped me before i left.... congrats to my friends in the cast who are happy with their parts (i told u steve o!) .... learned that i might not be able to do the show anyway... i have auditions for college in a month and a half and im not ready for them... i need all the spare time that i can get to work on them.... so i have to choose between my favorite musical(which i dont have a great feeling about) or me getting into college... i dont think i will be able to work my schedule to do both.... i really dont know..... good point of the day- i got charlie and the chocolate factory...
list of people i totally love right now:
veronica
adrianna
christina
allie
victoria
alicia
carly
tj
matt
tom
shannon
my dad
my mom
ms jones(for letting me go home)
wow... crap... thunder.... loud thunder.. yeah so sorry if i missed anyone on that list.... i gotta go before my house gets hit by lightning... again...... oh the memories....well none acutally cause i was asleep for that whole ordeal... but thats a story for another time....
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so im updating my journal from the packard bell.... lemme tell you i think we got this computer like 10 years ago? so im on aol 4.0(yeah, its old) and this computer just lags and lags and lags..... its interesting tho i can type and tyep and typer and the letters dont show up until i stop typing.... lol :P
so saturday i took the sats for the second time and i seriously cant wait till the scores are online so i can see if i did better or worse or whatever.... after the sats i wen tice skating with dan and maia and katie and tj and carly and meg... twas much fun... we ended up ice skating for only a bit and then just sat around and hung out and talked for the rest of the time.... maia and dan came over last ngiht and hung out for about 45 mins? was cool we ended up wathcing the first half hour of hocus pocus... i tell you that is the best haloween movie ever!! i love it... and i cant believe the blond witch is played by sarah jessica parker... i only realized that last night.... but then again that could just be me.... "what a pretty spider!" *eats spider*.... like i said before... great movie.....
omg this comp is so laggy... aak!!!!
well i dont ahve to go to school tomorrow... i love the psats... :D it means that i can hang out at home doing absolutely nothing for as long as i want cause i dont ahve to go to school :D....
well things are going pretty well for me so far... senior year isnt as easy as people have said, i still have work but i have def noticed an ease in homework... i barelyhave any homework... but that could be because i have mostly had math tutors... de julio had jury duty for about two weeks and his sister died this weekend.... so hello subs and hello no homework
english isnt too bad... the teacher can be nice if not a little bit weird at times but what the hey... teachers can be weird.....
ooh anchored kennedy live today and a bunch of people told me i did really well so that made me happy today :D
plus i braided my har last ngiht when it was a little bit wet and it came out all wavy/ripply today and i got so many compliments on it and again it made me smile... and then i stepped in that katchup(sp?) at lunch.. taht was kinda icky..... and sorry for the spelling mistakes im just too lazy to go and correct them...
i havent gotten to talk with a lot of the people i talked with last year... like i barely get to talk to vicki and aj and chris and matt and them... it makes me sad but i try to catch up with them whenever i can.... its still not the same tho......
so the winners of tonights leg of the amazing race won free gasoline for the rest of their lives.... SO OT FAIR!!!! i want free gas.. then me driving wouldnt be so much of a problem for my parents
wow quizilla fancied themselves up....its taking forever to load tho but then again this is the laggy computer.... blagh.... there is really no one on righ tnow and its kinda of depressing... when you want to talk to certain people they are never online i hate how taht works out.... depressing i tell you
my birthday is coming up soon... im gonna be friggin 18!!!! im old! lol... and no i will not buy anyone cigarettes, i dont support smoking so dont aske me to buy them for you but i will buy lottery tickets if you want... if you win tho i get some of the monedy... got it?
yeah so that was quite an extansive update... just shows you what happens when i am bored out of my mind.... well... please comment if u feel liek it... :D
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omg... the floppy disc that i saved my summer reports to wont read in the computers anymore and my mom is blaming me for this... "you messed up with grades last year and your going to again this year" ... how is this my fault??? i didnt do this on purpose and i only found out about these reports about a week ago... what the hell am i supposed to do? i was halfway done with utopia and i had started dubliners... and all my mom cares about is "your teacher wont care when you found out about these reports, everyone else knew at the beginning of the summer and she will be comparing your reports to theirs"... nothing i do is right... now i have 2 days to write two reports...
i wish i could stop crying about this...
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Imperfect cry, and scream in ecstacy
But what befalls the flawless?
The love I've built
It shines so beautifully
Now watch as it destroys me.
Break down, and cease all feeling
Burn, now, what was once breathing
Reach out,
And you may take my heart away.
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[01 Sep 2005|08:22pm] |
feeling kinda crappyish...
i didnt make the volleyball team because i have music
lessons once a week and they conflicted with practice
kinda sucks doesnt it?
i was offered to be team manager but i declined, it
wouldnt be the same... yet somehow my name ended up
on the list as team manager... cest la vie
school starts a week from tomorrow and i still have
to read two books... so much for getting the work done
early in the summer...
speaking of summer... WHERE THE HELL DID IT GO?
no seriously...
carly and mom got their hair done yesterday and i met
them there and mrs. tucker and amanda came in and they
were babysitting their neighbor's kids, a girl, a boy,
and a 2 month old baby boy... the baby(ryan) started
crying so i asked mrs tucker if she wanted any help and
i ended up holding ryan for about an hour and a half
while he slept on my chest... it was so amazing, i love
little kids and aparently ryan never naps... he was so
cute! i dunno holding a baby is a great feeling... its
like there is this little person who is dependent on you
because they are too small to do anything... it felt great
music lessons last night... mark said that now cause im
not doing volleyball he's really gonna nitpick on my
audition piece... i knew the nitpicking was gonna come
sooner or later... plus, i should be like that anyway...
this is what is gonna make or break me for college, its
important that i constantly work on it and improve it...
wow... there i go getting all responsible... odd...
plus, i miss meghan... she's been in ohio since sunday and
i miss not having her here to watch a movie with every night
or just to hang with...
ooh!! i forgot to write about maine... okay, here it goes...
maine was fun... i got to see all my little cousins again,
some of them arent so little anymore! emily is going into the
seventh grade... that means she is like... whoa... 12 or 13...
kristeni think is going into fifth grade (i think) and becky is
gonna be in second grade??? cate is gonna be in either pre-k or
kindergarten and thatch is only 2 years this october... he was
absolutely adorable tho... at one point we were moving wood to
the fire and he wanted to help so i gave him a few pieces of bark
and he kept coming back for more bark and eventually he started
carrying small logs to uncle robert and it got to a point where
uncle robert told him "thats enough for today, we will do more
tomorrow" and thatch started crying... it was so adorable...
i didnt get to see dean or peggy tho... they were both in school
so that kinda sucked a bit... emma, olivia, aunt pat and uncle
doug were in ireland so we didnt get to see them either... the
place seemed kind of empty... but i ate my first whole lobster!
usually i will just eat the claws and the legs cause my lobster's
either shit themselves as a last "ha-ha" to those who eat them or
their reproductive organs are in the tail(ew much?) but this time
the tail was absolutely shit and organ free... it wasnt bad... a
bit chewy but i didnt hate it... we also do this candle ceremony
thing where each family gets a floating candle and they get to
release it on the lake... this year carly and i dedicated our
candle to nolan and maryanne... it was kind of hard to believe that
this was probably my last year in maine cause next year i will be
in college when we are all supposed to go up again... *sigh*...
oh, god... college... applications... auditions... i dont even
want to think about it right now...
i miss shannon too.... she went back to college two weeks ago on
saturday... the house feels empty without her... and i know she
is just a call away but its not the same... blegh...
ne ways i think im gonna go for now...
caitlin
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okay got a new cell phone today and i need people to give me their cell numbers so i can add them in.... mom didnt want to pay the $10 for them to do it for me.... oh well... i figured this is the easiest way to do this....
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got my schedule for school.... it looks like this
A Day
band
am government with stropel
calculus with mr dejulio
english with ms rodriquez(4-5-6)
pe with mench(7-8-9)
lunch(10-11)
dance
chorus
free
B Day
band
free
calculus
english
religion with mr dejulio
lunch
dance
chorus
health with mr fletcher
C Day
band
am government
calculus
english
pe
lunch
free
chorus
health
D Day
band
am government
calculus
english
religion
lunch
dance
free
health
E Day
band
am government
calculus
english
religion
lunch
dance
chorus
health
F Day
band
am government
calculus
english
religion
lunch
dance
chorus
health
so thats it... i wonder what happened to AP Environment? i signed up for it but i like my schedule how it is... first year in kennedy that i dont have 12th period math!!! yay!!!! so if you have any classes or even lunch with me, let me know
went to a ben folds concert last night, it was amazing.... he is such a good piano player
more on that in my next post!!
Caitlin
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whoot! new layout, yah like?
yeah so rented a few movies the other day, the phantom of the opera being one, i loved it.... possibly hanging with phil and dan and others tomorrow...cinemagic was pretty good, loved parts of it, others i didnt like at all but hey it wasnt my show.... still working on redoing my room... almost there... i promise once its done i will post pics....
thats it for now
caitlin
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okay havent updated in awhile... oh well....
im going to photo-whore this update... im warning you now!
doing a major re-do of my room this month.... so far
we have cleaned and reorganized my closet
doesnt it look pretty now???
moved my bed from one side of my room to the other
before...
and after
moved my clothing dresser to the other side of my room
before...
and after
moved my tv(which will eventually be hanging from the wall opposite my bed)
before...
and after
and moved my desk next to my bed but i will be getting a new desk soon...
this one is too small to do anything at....
before...
and after
when i get my new desk its going to be going in place of this cabinet
because with my bed on the other side of the room there is a lot of space there now
and the cabinet will be going out of my room
im trying to figure out what to do with my floor length mirror
i want to keep it in my room, i just gotta find a place for it...
my posters
are basically going to stay in the same place for now but when my room is done
im going to get a frame for the dixie chicks poster and get rid of the picture
i basically taped it to for the time being and i need to move jack sparrow to a
better spot. he was originally on my closet doors but we removed them to redo my
closet and i like my closet a lot better without the doors... it makes my room
look bigger than it is....
went ice skaing yesterday with dan and katie and tj and carly and meg...
volleyball camp starts on monday and i get to hang with katie for three and
a half hours monday through friday! yay!!! i <3 volleyball.... i think one
of the coaches is going to be thinking "oh, no... she's back" cause i swear
last year he did everything he could to get me to not come back... too bad, i
had fun at camp last year so im going back this year and i cant wait for it...
um.... working saturday and sunday, saturday is a carnival day and sunday is a
queen mary 2 day... joy... i would rather be working the norwegien crown....
meg we gotta tell louis to call us when he gets to the pier... remind me of that...
cant wait for school to start, yeah i know im weird, its just that i dont have a
lot to do during the summer and i sit around and get all lazy and fat... i need to
start running again...
learning to drive my beautiful, beautiful car (although according to my parents, its
not my car because they are paying the insurence and they paid for it...) it was my
dad's but he got a new car not too long ago so i will be driving the cavaliere( yeah
i cant spell, so sue me) to school and back as soon as my mom decides that i am good
enough at driving stick... pictures of the car coming soon! i promise...
ooh!!! new coheed and cambria cd is coming out september 20th and the 2nd issue of their
comic book is out at hot topic... go here for more info... www.coheedandcambria.com
i miss everyone terribly, except for the weekends i am always home so give me a
call or something...you all know the number!
Caitlin
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